hey guys,zul here,duh....according to my time now,it is 1.21 am on the 31st of december....so we have left approximately 22 hours and 40 mins left till 2009.you guys ready?...i hope you are.let's see...i past out the night before.literally past out.weird.i have been having really painfull headaches the day before.for the whole day.cause on the night before before,i didn't sleep.literally,AGAIN.cause i have been thinking too much....ya.too much.my mind too full....dunno why.ya.luckily,yesterday,and 1 hour and 25 mins of today,i am doing fine.alhamdulilah.....ok,so.....left another 4 more chapters to end twilight(my first novel i WILL finishing reading),bloody tina,2 days finish reading...2 DAYS!!!!how in the world did she do tht.i know how.but lazy to type out....so toodles.

PS:i downloaded Romeo and Juliet and i have been waiting for the right time to watch it...weird....i know.but this is the best i could find....the picture is faster thn the sound....but heck care....i want to watch it and i will watch it!

Walau.....my desktop cacat sia....all messed up.....because of who else la....me!damn sia....folder all cannot see...now i am fucked up with myself....dengs! ARGH!!! %$#@# !!ugh!this is my shortest post yet...cause i am so freaking bored...toodles!damn

sorry....i forgot to add in...i reached chapter 15 on twilight.....awesome!and yeah the test at my geek in the pink blog is back....go to the others navigation and you can find it....toodles!!

hey,changed my skin yet again cause i scared the pic will be disturbing for some people.yeah....some people.so my life is getting....i dunno.difficult to explain.complicated.so yeah.sorry for the late replys at the tagboard.busy lately.dunno doing what.played rock band 2 yesterday at my cousins house.awesome game.so 2009 is coming.my resolutions are to get a better life,study hard,put on weight and save money.SIGH.....life is so freaking unfair don't you think?have you been in a situation where.you are trying your best to reach your destination where your dreams are,and then finally,you are on the right route,everything seems perfect,hard work paid off,and then suddenly,something is pulling you away hard.and tht something are your biggest problems?so,if it is a freaking big problem,you have to start back from scratch to achieve your dreams.Sad isn't it?well,like a good friend of mine once said to me,there are others out there having bigger problems than you.so yeah...cheer up zul!c'mon!

toodles...

Hello Guys.....i am fucked up yet again by my 2 parents...my dad scolded me even though i was not at fault.i get these blank accusations all the time.andi can't continue my life like these anymore...and i need help.serious help.sigh....UGH!.i forgot what i wanted to post about.FUCK!......


toodles.

Hey guys!I am now almost ready for school......Yeah!i got tired after 4 years of using my Billabong Bag...and my shoes are all worn out now....so my dad,sis and i went to queensway to shop.this is the fastest shop for shoes i had in my life.....the first shop i went,poof!a DC shoe in a plastic bag....thn bought my sis a billabong bag...primary 4 kid no taste.....bought a blue billabong bag.......geeesh...waste money.....eww....$69.90.thn my turn,haha!bought a Dakine Campus-sm...Red ninja...nice..good quality & quite cheap.S$59.90...done shopping...rushed to sentosa...my dad got to do some work there.customer house.my dream house is there.....so beautiful.like the cullens' house....almost exact.one day,u come visit my house there.....woah.i can make a party invite ALL my primary school,secondary friends,family.....woah....u want to sleepover also can.thn rush to my dad's mother's stall to serve and 'bakar' satay...woah.total 200+ satays i serve.....tiring sia..fanning the fire....nvmind..build up arm muscle.ok so things i have yet to prepare for school is a haircut and the other books i have yet to buy...

k then,toodles(and i love this new skin of mine. :D)

hey guys....i am so freaking bored now...so i'll post....i read half of twilight in 4 days of reading...cool.let's see...what else...I am getting weirder by the minute,my parents are getting worse....and i am really ignoring what the hell is going on between them.and if u were in my view,u can see tht both of them are childish.freaking childish.and i feel like getting some sense into them...ugh!this is why i hate kids but not children....let's change the word childish to KIDish...yeah.....KIDISH.....ouh shut up zul!you are getting urself fucked up again!...

toodles.

1-Do you have any secrets?
Doesn't everybody?
2-Would you fall in love with a boy?
Maybe....HAHA!
3-Do you enjoy going to school?
Why Not?
4-What will you do if you had $1000000?
Have Fun,do what i can't do right now....i dunno.
5-What's your view towards love?
It is Blind.and this blindness is contagious cause it makes us blind.
6-Which is more blessed?being in love with someone or being loved by someone?
I dunno...being loved by someone?ya..i guess
7-How long would you be willingto wait for someone you love?
Forever...(AWWW.....so sweet!)
8-If the person you love is NOT attached,what will you do?
I will start mind games.i think..HAHA!!
9-Is there anything that makes you feel extremely happy?
EXTREMELY?nah....not yet...21yrs old maybe?HAHA!
10-What makes you angry?
Currently,My life.
11-How would you see yorself in ten years?(24)
Somewhere living my dreams...
12-Who is currently more important to you?
No one.every body is equal...(Chehbah!)
13-What is the most important thing in your life?
hmmm....My heart?
14-What if your best(lets change tht to good) friends fell into the sea,and did not know how to swim,who will you save first?
hmm....the one which is drowning nearest to me....HAHA!
15-What is your FAVOURITE colour?
PINK!
16-Would you give your all in your relationship?
Wouldn't everyone?
17-If you ex hurts you badly and want you back,what will you do?
Hmm....I am the 'give ppl a second chance' kind of guy..so why not?
18-How are you felling right now?
Angry at my F***ing Sis!
19-Love or like?
What the hell is this question trying to ask?
20-Who tagged you?
Afiqah
21-How is your relationship with her?
Friends.
22-5 impressions of her?
hmmm......

1)crazy
2)funny...sometimes
3)likes to make fun of me
4)easily angered
5)easy to stop her from bad moods....yeah

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl tht are linked.

1-JUST
2-DO
3-THIS
4-QUIZ
5-IF
6-YOU
7-FEEL
8-LIKE
9-DOING
10-IT!

3-Who is no.6?
You ask me i ask you
2-If no.2 &7 dated?
Do & Feel??hmm.....what would they be doing?HAHA!
3-what is no.2?
Do? a verb
4-When is the last time you chatted with 3?
forever...and never will
5-What does no 8 like?
what does like like?hmmm....dunno?
6-does no.1 have siblings?
Don't ask me
7-Would you like to woo no.3?
what the hell for?
8-how about no.7?
FEEL?yes please!!!HAHA!
9-is no.4 attached?
i dunno.
10-What is the full name of no.5?
IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?wth
11-What's the hobby of no.1?
-_-
12-Where's no.2 studying?
-_-
13-Where does no.9 lives?
In a book.
14-What colour does no.10 like?
-_-
15-Are no.1 and 9 best friends?
Just & doing?JUST DOING??dunno!
16-Does no.10 has pets?
-_-
17-Is no.5 sexy?
maybe
18-What's no.8 doing now?
Like??Being typed,printed,written all around the world



K,done.let's blog!yesterday.went bowling with sab,sulaiha,irfan,zaki and afiq.the rest couldn't make cause of personal problems and activities.sab and su waste money.if you were there.you can know why.thn had dinner with sab,zaki and irfan...ya basically it.and i feel really weird!!
lazy to type why.....want to know ask me personally.

and i am angry at my sis cause she lost my laptop button which types ]} ass!

k toodles

Hey guys.....watched twilight with shaz,ridz and atiqah...weird day with them...seriously weird....at the movies,when edward and carlise came out.girls at the back of us"Oh My God,He's Hot!!"the edwrd part was expected..but the carlise...was very unexpected....it was louder thn the edward part.....it totally distracted from the movie...and halfway throught the movie,i really needed the toilet.aft tht,wasted more thn half an hour at lot 1...dunno why.weird guys...went home...reached home ard 5+...at home alone....
yesterday was a whole different story.....i was at home without my sis.....alone with my seperated mum and dad...i just wanted to get out of the scene....felt intesed,weird,sad....anyway bowling tmr aft sholat jumaat.....k the,toodles!!

Hey guys....i dunno what is happening to me lately...really i feel weird....i get this static shocks ard 5 times just now at lot one....i went to lot 1 by myself cause i got freaking bored at home so i went to the bookstore there and bought to books at one go buy to books at one go.....twilight and breaking dawn...and i know what you guys are thinking..."like,is this guy for real?","what the hell is this guy doing/thinking?"..."is he out of his mind?"ya ya wdv guys.....things i do when i get bored...weird stuff...k my planning for these few days are..

18 december....
watch twilight with atiqah,shazwani,ridz and maybe afiqah
19 december...
Bowling and Laser Quest(CDANS) with afiq,irfan,zaki,muz,sab...and duno abt th rest....
20 december...
shop like hell...buy what i want/need..for school

ya...half hearted post...sorry about tht....heh

hey dudes and dudets....woke up at 9 in the morning.and went to tuas to watch bikes race....cool man....but too bad at the scooter category got accident...lucky no one was hurt.my favourite race was the expert category...all scrambler motorcycle...1st and 2nd place were brothers.....thn took off from the place aft th expert category race....cause the rain was getting heavier by the minute.thn went bowling at cdans...played the 2 best games of my life.....1st game:122,2nd game:146.....at CDANS....the lane is NOT OILY!!!for some people's information...nxt time want to play..... play at either Cdans or Chevrons....thank you.But the weird thing about Cdans is everytime i bowl there,confirm a PATD song will play.just now was nine in the afternoon.weird rightt??and when i mean everytime....it is seriously everytime!!!k then i am of...toodles!

Hey guys,freaking bad mood today....ugh!....damn my father been scolding me for stuff i am not in the wrong god damn it!!!and i i think twilight WILL be showed n cinemas.....if shows like Zack and Miri make a Porno can be showed i don't understand why a very anticipated movie like twilight cannot be showed.k i think i am never going to be myself again.....dunno why...don't ask me k i'm off!!!
Toodles......

k i don't update my blog tht much....dapendes on my mood...firstly,i would like to wish a happy hari raya aidl adha to everybody.k let's start,i had a terrible trouble sleeping last night,as usual.duno why.anyway,dunno what time i woke up.got to ar-raudah mosqueto pray,saw many unexpected ppl there.thn went home,take my (working)psp,thn went to al-huda mosque to watch sheeps getting slaughtered.thn calvin told me singapore won't be showing twilght.tht totally killed my mood.i wanted to release my stress and this happens!damn it!thn yesterday.saw the k-14 actress at her relatives food shop near gombak...forgot her name.i totally ignored her.see,i told you i have changed.if it was the normal me i would have at least smiled at her.k thn toodles.......

hey guys i watched twilight again yesterday.it was great.the more you watch it,the better it gets.no kidding.and on the 18th i was hoping somebody or a group might want to watch twilight with me.i want to realease my stress by going to the movies.if none of you can't make iton th 18th,tell me,i can arrange it.if none of you can make it at all,then i'll just go alone.if you guys interested,contact me.number still unchanged:94824766.....e-mail:zulfiqar_z2@hotmail.com .i want to watch twilight everyday if posiible.....cause it made me:
1-Happy
2-feel that i am in love.
3-smile(rare when i watch a movie alone)
4-ummm......wanna know about this,ask me.
5-adore the leading actress.
6-adore the actor
7-feel that the actress is kinda cute.
8-feel tht the actor was amazing,charming and a pretty boy.
9-Sad
10-feel cool...
and 11-feel giddy in a good way

so watch it with me please......and i think i am addicted to grand theft auto 4.cause it is so cool.and it has a 18+rating..heheh.and i am seriously not myself anymore.1 powerful reason:i am totally irritated by music.except one song, love story by taylor swift.i can't believe this i have not switched on my zune until 4 this morning.when i can't sleep,second reason why i am not myself.

k then toodles.

hey guys,i take that back,that is not my last post.and i only take that back.i am not going to be myself again.anyway,cool drawing right?i finished it on the 2nd of december at 2.15am.it was inspired by my SHATTERED life...it was with me all along the inspiration for one of my best artworks.anyway,i bought Grand Theft Auto 4 for my 360,got transferred to 3 emerald =D.which is both a good thing and bad thing.the good thing is i get to live the tradition of ashri. fariza did live a little tradition of tina although she did not get to 3emerald. and i am taking my own guitar lessons.i watched a little of twilight online.and it was awesome.the actors and actresses were great.i wanna watch it again tommorw from the beginning again!

k then toodles.

hello guys,i am here to post a true sad story....

On the 13th of November,2 lovebirds got together...1 year later they had a son.the son was a happy little bird.5 years later,the love birds had a daughter......they are a family....a very happy family....now,the son is a troubled bird,14 years of his life has passed....highs and lows.....especially in recent months till now....he has trouble overcoming his fears and problems......and yesterday night,the 2 love birds fought over something,while their son was having a shower.and before he knew it,he had 2 separate parents...and his live from that day on is shattered.....never to be happy like once he was.....never to be the same again......the (son)bird had dreams to become an eagle one day...to soar and to be known by others......but he can never live to that dream again....

this may be the little bird's last post depending on his mood......he is very ill..and is suffering in the darkness alone...he has to decide which way to fly.....with his father or his mother....


k then toodles....:D