Yay.....it's my birthday today....right?i'm supposed to be happy....right?i'm supposed to celabrate right?.......ugh.....forget it...i'm am not happy at all and i have no mood to celabrate...... and ithink my spelling is wrong but who fuckin' cares?!!!!! go die ah!!!(does not go out to anyone) school......presents:4 papers failed....go freakin die!!!!i don't care anymore...i just want to for the first time in my life,enjoy it.really enjoy it!and for the first time in my frekin 14 years,i am heartbroken!!! and is tht really you brendon on my tagboard??if u are someone else,use your real name!!ur parents gave u a name for a fuckin reason!!and no one can get me out of this misery except allah....and i should change myself for the better.......ALONE!!with no one's help,insyallah,i can do it.......i don't know what i want to do in life anymore......i am in a mess......a bi g one......even video games and music can't help me cheer up anymore.......UGH!!!